Lesbian Limbo

It was the day before Halloween, Jaden wonder quietly to herself what her and Victoria would be doing this year. They had been together for twelve years, but this year was very different for the two of them. It was only two years ago that Jaden had one of the worst Halloween in her whole entire life thus far. But we’ll get to that soon. We must first go back two years.

It was two days before their tenth anniversary which was on Halloween day. They had met at a Halloween speed dating party. It was the first time either one of them had ever participated in something of that nature. It was definitely a night that both of them would never forget. Today as they sat at home together waiting for the day to begin it was then that Jaden remembered she was meeting Angelica at Starbucks for coffee before work.

Angelica was an exceptional woman who loved to put Jaden through any type of dare. Jaden was the All-American girl. She would do anything when it came her lovers or her best friends. Victoria though was never too keen on Jaden taking on these dares but she knew how much Angelica had an invisible hold over lover. This particular Halloween Angelica dared Jaden to go to Moundsville prison with her and spend the night. Jaqen had grown up with a huge fear of the dark but relentlessly still agreed to go. 

A day later as the girls arrived at the prison. Jaden had this overwhelming feeling come over her. It was a feeling that she hadn’t felt since she was a child and one that she didn’t ever talk about with anyone not even Victoria. See, Angelica had discovered after years of being friends with Jaden that Jaden’s father had been a victim of a vicious murder there at the prison. Jaden’s mother had never disclosed this information as she passed away she told Angelica the story.

Angelica had been Jaden’s mother’s caregiver and as such she was told the secret….

Be sure to catch up as the story of Jaden’s Hidden Halloween Secret is revealed. Thanks for reading hope you enjoy the different twist on this week’s column. Have a great day! I can be reach at L8dyvenus@aol.com  I really enjoy and feedback on my story.

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The continuation of Jaden’s Hidden Halloween Secret

Jaden’s mother spoke of the murder of Jaden’s Father only moments before she had passed. She told of the details of the murder through what the prison guards had told her 30 years before. As Angelica sat listening to details of what Jaden’s father had gone threw she knew that this was something her best friend was going to have to relive sooner or later. The only thing Angelica knew to do for her best friend was to take Jaden back to the place where the nightmare began. She knew how gusty and dare devilish Jaden was and now from these details she knew why. Jaden’s mother gave Angelic an envelope and told Angelic what she must do.

Jaden was only 7 years old when her father had died. She had only one clear memory of her dad. It was a picture of her and her father walking down the sidewalk together holding hands on trick or treat night. Jaden always could feel her father’s presence the most around Halloween time.

The women arrived at the prison and Jaden had no idea that she had been there before as a child. It was unknown to her that her father had been a prison guard there before he died.

The girls joined their designated tour groups and began what for Jaden would be the beginning of understanding a secret about herself she never knew until now. The tour guide took the group to many different sites around the jail house. They saw where the inmates had their dinner, where they spent what little free time they had and where they spent the biggest parts of their days in their cells. It was at that moment that Angelic knew she should reveal the secret to her best friend. She handed Jaden the envelope and as Jaden started to read the letter inside it was then that she started to realize the chilling details of the father’s death.

Strangely enough it was the same night her father and her had gone trick or treating. Jaden’s mother had been called into work at the hospital and Jaden’s father was left to take his daughter out for Halloween. It was then that her dad got the call of a riot that broke out in the prison. A few of the men had a couple of the guards trapped in the rec room where the prisoners would go to work out. It was then that Jaden remember her father saying that his best friend also a fellow prison guard was one of the guard the prisoners had been captured. Jaden crying as she read realizing that her and her father took off in their red station wagon and showed up at the prison to help with riot.

When they arrived at the prison Jaden was told to stay with Linda one of the female guards there at the visitor waiting room. But Jaden’s hard headedness got the best of her and she took off alone wondering what the big deal was seeing how she’s been there plenty of times before.  But this time was different a lot of alarms were going off and guards were running around in a frantic state of hysteria.  That’s when she saw it happen. Her father lying in a pool of blood. A prisoner had taken a razor and had repeatedly cut her father from head to toe. Laughing the prisoner headed toward Jaden telling her she was next. All Jaden could do is scream this was the last detail of her father she could remember and everything went blank. As she finished reading the letter she realized everything was finally going to be okay. Cause it was then she knew that she could be at peace with finally remembering. For years, Jaden always wondered why she didn’t have any memories of her father except that day in the picture. Jaden’s secret had been seeing her own father’s death and not being able to take comfort in his death until today.

A day later was Victoria and her 10 year anniversary and what she thought would been the worst Halloween in her life actually turned out to be the first time she could really put her mind at ease. Victoria smiled as they held hands and walked way together from the very spot her father a been murder. Time does heal all wounds.

Thanks for reading I hope you enjoyed my attempt at a Halloween story this has been Stacey with your Lesbian Limbo Take care any feedback can be sent to L8dyvenus@aol.com

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        When it comes to matters of the heart how far do we go? Whether it concerns family, friends or your spouse how far will we go in those matters. We seem to jump most times if we know someone we love is in need or at least I do. But what about in the matters of what makes the big differences in the world we all live.  If nothing matters to you then what will you do when one day something comes around that really does matter to you and it’s too late. Your rights are gone. So why then does it matter so much to us when it comes to matters of the heart or just when it effects us first hand? I am not much into the political expects of the world but what would it take in your life to have something effect you that you’d want to make a difference in the world?

I am in a seriously huge rambling mood today…more so than usual. So bare with me.

Have we all just sat back and gotten so busy with being so concerned with our problems, our own lives that one day we have woke up to realize it’s not like it was when say we were children. The world has changed so very quickly, it’s like everything fast forwarded in the blink of an eye. I remember being a child how much I wanted to be grown up to be old enough to do something that I couldn’t do.  But then I think why did I want to be grown with all those responsibilities.  Wow that makes me think if I only knew now what I didn’t know then.

So then I go back to wondering today what can I do to make a difference in the world. I sat here my computer room like I do each Thursday in a panic to write this article and I wonder to myself have I made a difference? I look for answers in other people but honestly I know the only one who really has the answer is God. I am not going to start preaching or anything that is definitely not a subject I know a lot about.

This really is a lot of rambling today but I am in a rush. A rush to make a difference. I am sort of writing in a code that only I know. What I am really trying to get at is the hope that maybe someone out there knows what I am feeling too.

I just feel so guilty sometimes when I feel I haven’t done enough and then there are times that I feel so used cause I know I have done too much and I wonder if in the end if there is an end will I have made a difference and touched at least one person’s life?

So in matters of my own life I want to make a difference I know this for a fact. But as the grains of time run out what will I have left the world?  Do you ever think these thoughts yourself? Today take the time to wonder what have I done to make the world a better place? Or do you just look out for number one? Most times I never look out for myself and wonder is this what happened to all the good in the world with everyone else just being told to look out for themselves. What if that was the cause of the world going to shit? If you have everything you need in life, do you always have to want more? It’s funny how when you think you’ll be the one to make a difference someone else comes along to take all the glory. Oh well, happiness was made for another that’s all that matters right?

Just a little FYI to those friends of mine that read this I am not in a depressed mood this is just me rambling those Grand Canyon deep thoughts out of my mind today. Take care all and next week I seriously hope that maybe one of you will have thought about what you can do to make a difference in the world. Think about it before it’s too late and you’ll wish you did make a change. This has been Stacey with your Lesbian Rambling Limbo. Have a great week!
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